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thoughts of the day (non-poetry)

another day like this my mood has gone down hill feeling the traps of stress in the everyday life, my future looks good yet I try and hold on to what’s here the good and the bad , I feel tired and stressed sad and lonely I still keep my chin up and I still have hope and I smile even when I just want to cry..i have a hard time letting go of things I hold dear because my life is use to loss I somehow should get use too it?, but I don’t, I cant, I wont ..for the first time I feel love and I feel it in return it scares me I’m not use too it , I have a hard time trusting that I wont get hurt that he wont hurt me but that’s life I guess? (sigh)

I’ve been told I’m hard to love because I have such a high and tough walls to breakthrough (its because of years of physical and mental abuse from male figures in my life) and I don’t think that’s entirely true it just takes the right man to express how I feel and I found him I just hope even long distance it will last because I never wanted anything more in my life.

I Love Him…..

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